Thursday, May 6, 2010

it is just me

gosh goodness!!why do i expect so much of myself?i keep having this voice within me saying that, oh ruth, you are far from God, what happen to you, how come you like not trusting God?how come you are in this state now? oh man!!you stupid devil trying to make me think that I am arent anywhere.oh please!daddy God is always with me and He is in me.i m sure i can do this well with daddy God right behind me as my support.watch me!His wisdom surpasses all things!
daddy God, just give me an idea, for my project Lord!!!drop it down upon me!Amen!!!cant wait, i know it will be success but it is like a blocking stone, but i know this blocking stone is meant for me to step up to be a stepping stone!!praise the Lord!i cant wait to conquer this man!a war to fight a war to win!love it:)

hey mom

waking up every single morning, trying to open my sleepy lovely eyes whose eyelids love to kiss one another, my mummy never fails to wake me up.
5am, the time she woke up due to her husband alarm clock, toss and turn and it is already 6.30am, her precious son woke up to prepare for school.ever after 6.30 arrive, her eyes never fail to open and close to check out what her son is doing and is he all ready to go to school.soon, 7am came.her daughter loud alarm rings endlessly as she just lies down on her bed like a log.there she came with her unkempt hair, walking sleepily into her daughter room, sometimes giving her a surprise kiss to wake her up.how wonder my mum is!! :)
these few days really bought me back to my pri sch days.where everything i need to bring to sch are all prepared already. past few days, i was searching high and low for my pink waterbottle to fill and bring to school, finding it shocking that my water bottle has gone missing.was thinking deep down in my heart whether my dad has took my water bottle by accident.but i was not convinced to give up, as so i continue to go on a treasure hunt - my water bottle. which took me a few minutes to find it on the dining table, filled with water!OH MUM!!!how sweet are you!!thank you for your love for me, so unselfish so lovely.how could i ever repay you mum, all you want is for me to rest more, sleep early and be a successful woman in life and a lovely sweet little daughter always by your side..thank you mum!!i believe i can do this as daddy GOD is with me and through Him, I could do all things!! WATCH ME GROW MUM!!WATCH AND SEE!!!
I LOVE YOU MUM!! <3

watch your pretty little favourite daughter become a beautiful glorious eagle soaring in the sky!